cannot wake up if you never sleep
watching the values of my walls change as night settles in, and then steps aside for morning. i tried turning my raido on as i usually do, to keep my mind from thinking... but no music was loud enough to stop me from pacing through anxious ideas.

Today I brand myself with a perminant reminder that I am art.
I am my own artist, I am my own being inspired by my own world.
I am Jenni, inspired by naked trees: life, renwal, beatuy beyond leaves.